Monday, November 29, 2004

Both Sides Now

In February of 1965 Joni Mitchell gave birth to a baby girl, but having no income, she put her in foster care. She continued her music career with songs that were wise beyond her years. Her voice NOW is deeper and much more expressive than ever.

In 1997 she reunited with the daughter she hadn't seen in 32 years. She says,"I started writing when I lost my daughter, and I stopped when she came back." Now she paints. The cover of this albumn (CD) is an example.

It's very interesting that these are "old" songs. I used to sing them years ago, but with life passages, they take on new meanings, more poignant, more clarity, more fulfilling.

BOTH SIDES NOW

Rows and floes of angel hair

And ice cream castles in the air

And feather caynons ev'rywhere

I've looked at clouds the way

But now they only block the sun

They rain and they snow on ev'ryone

So many things I would have done

But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now

From up and down, and still somehow

It's cloud illusions I recall

I really don't know clouds

At all.........

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels

The dizzy dancing way that you feel

As ev'ry fairy tale comes real

I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show

And you leave 'em laughing when you go

and if you care, don't let them know

Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now

From give and take, and still somehow

It's love's illusions that I recall

I really don't know love

I really don't know love

At all.....

Tears and fears and feeling proud

To say "I love you" right out loud

Dreams and schemes and circus crowds

I've looked at life that way

Oh, but now old friends, they're acting strange

And they shake their heads, and they tell me that I've changed

Well something's lost, but something's gained

In living ev'ry day

Oh, I've looked at life from both sides now

From win and lose, and still somehow

It's life's illusions I recall

I really don't know life

At all....

It's life's illusions that I recall

I really don't know love

I really don't know love

At all........

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thanks for giving the rest of the words to the song. It was niggling at me! xoxo

Anonymous said...

I had all her albums, back when they were albums, and remember crying when I read about her reunion with her daughter. Margo

Anonymous said...

That has always been one of my favorite songs.  I never knew Mitchell placed a daughter in foster care.

Anonymous said...

oh Anne.......

Anonymous said...

I love this song.  Had no idea about the child.

Anonymous said...

What a beautiful painting.

Anonymous said...

beautiful......I didn't know this about Joni Mitchell either.
~jerseygirl

Anonymous said...

Anne,
I absolutely love Joni Mitchell!!!
-Connie

Anonymous said...

I thought I read in "Rolling Stone" a few years ago that Joni had MS.  Does she mention this in any of her songs?  She's a musical goddess.  Russ

Anonymous said...

Hi :)

Joni Mitchell is amazing, and yes her songs transcend time and do take on a different meaning as we experience life... . Lovely entry.

Always, Carly :)

Anonymous said...

This is my favorite Joni Mitchell songs. It spoke to me from the first time I heard it. Thanks for reminding me of it. : )
Candace